Time Flies...

A week has passed....my personal deadline is up and I am still clueless.

I honestly don't know what I want from life. Today is the first time I am consciously going for something that is supposed to "expand my social circle". Apprehensive?

You BET!

So strange that I seem to be unable to function in social situations. Perhaps it really is true, at heart I am a loner. Or maybe its just that demon of low-self esteem whispering in my ear.

I've decided to start a resolutions list.... one I will keep adding to and ticking off. All the things (sometimes so simple I can't believe I haven't done it!) I've always wanted to do. :)



LIST OF STUFF TO DO:
1) Cook a three dish meal
2) Take belly dancing classes
3) Take a short baking course
4) Save moolah for trip to L.A. Xmas 2009!
5) Go Genting with my girls
6) Go Macau with mom
7) Buy a maxi dress (or a coloured top)
8) Watch a musical LIVE!
9) Do a Candy Photography session!
10) Take up Yoga again
11) Buy a new swimsuit
12) Go try out the Korean restaurant in Sec 14 (been meaning to do this since Year One!!!)
13) Go shopping in Bangkok
14) Try and take at least one good photo a day for Deviantart!


That's all I have for now... :)

::~:: Changes::~::
Artiste: Butterfly Boucher

Oh yeah
Mm
Still don’t know what I was lookin for
And my time was running wild
A million dead-end streets
Every time I thought I’d got it made
It seemed the taste was not so sweet
So I turned myself to face me
But I’ve never caught a glimpse
Of how the others must see the faker
I’m much too fast to take that test

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(Turn and face the strange)
Ch-ch-changes
Don’t want to be a richer one
Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(Turn and face the strange)
Ch-ch-changes
Just gonna have to be a different one
Time may change me
But I can’t trace time

I watch the ripples change their size
But never leave the stream
Of warm impermanence
So the days float through my eyes
But still the days seem the same
And these children that you spit on
As they try to change their worlds
They're immune to your consultations
They’re quite aware of what they’re going through

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(Turn and face the strange)
Ch-ch-changes
Don’t tell them to grow up and out of it
Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(Turn and face the strange)
Ch-ch-changes
Where’s your shame
You’ve left us up to our necks in it
Time may change me
But you can’t trace time

Strange fascination, fascinating me
Ah changes are taking the pace I’m going through

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(Turn and face the strange)
Ch-ch-changes
Oh, look out you rock ’n rollers
Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(Turn and face the strange)
Ch-ch-changes
Pretty soon now you’re gonna get a little older
Time may change me
But I can’t trace time
I said that time may change me
But I can’t trace time

Credits: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/butterflyboucher/changes.html